jan 13th, 10:20 am 2009
energy slows down when needed to- spirit needs to
move at diferent velocities for fine tuning of soul
integration. sumtimes it feels like we r being forced
to slow down, like its a vacuum pushing up against
the body. my theory is that its when we are taking
on bigger chunks of karmic processing. thats what
it feels like to me when im in it, like a ego-
meltdown, can be very excruciating and
cumbersome, especially if i am needing to get
something done that needs to get done.
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jan 13th, 1am, 2009
wile recieving pulse energy in my heart, i reach a
state of evenflow outbreaths and pulse energy being
the steady intake, replacing breathing in air!
amazing. i became aware of it this night, jan 13th,
same night as capsule realization!
sidenote:
these r the same 'pushed breathes' i have had
before during active, walking meditation like i did at
ralston apts. remember walking around blowing air
around? thats the same heart-pulse energy that
flows thru to my outbreath.
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12- 1 am or later... jan 13th 2009
im in a capsule, it explains it all now. the
flashback from the gathering in mt shasta, the
'vacuum' pressure i experience, and the breath-thru
-heart energy. its a slow emergence, but an
emergence afterall. good luck.
11:30pm jan 5th 2009
bedshaking was that used to keep tiff up was me.
it was one of the phases or sequence of order i go
into with my chakras/energy work
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sat 26th, dec, 2009 1am
the living portal
its like the energy in my back turned off for a few
days to allow me to understand wat it is. this
energy is gradually now returning and showing me
that it is a spirit-energy connection i have in my
body. i am learning how to gently absorb the
'pulses' (previously translated as physical pain) into
the areas of my body they wander towards. this is
a healing energymfor me. its kinda like i knew this
the whole time, that it would lead up to this. this
energy moving now to the right side of my body is
showing me that i may have had a mild stroke
effecting the right side of my body, that is now
being revived with this new energy. going into this
energy now requires music to move me into that
frequency or resonance of healing, which is bringing
new perspective to me about music and sound in
general. now it is like a bolt of information that is
not yet translated as fear/pain in my mynd, that is
able to reach its destination in my body. and it
does. can still cause spazms and body jolt
reactions, but there is no longer the pain, or the
'healing soreness' phase i went thru after the pain
stopped. it is now more clear and descriptive, able
to read better. placing the quartz over the top
side of my left rib cage now nuetralizes the pulses
from the back. im learning how to recieve at will, a
more self controlled type of channeling now,
upgrade hehe. the energy sprain that jumps from my
elbow can now be contained in the energy field as
well. i am sitting here 'holding' it in my arm. its
like it has a life to it, it glides around my forearm
like ectoplazm. this is the same energy that is in
the 'plates' drawing i did in my regression
journals... gradually forming now i guess. another
ka channel in elbow? i think so.
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sun dec 27th, 2009
sleepmaster
yes, i did do that thing wit the elbow this early
morning late night, extra confirmation for that...
massaged it quite a bit wit the selenite as i recall.
seemed to lead to 3 node points within the elbow,
each one having applied pressure, triggered more
plating on forearm and possible nerve channels
running to thumb/index for further upgrades on guitar
pentonics.
on this night, spirit teaches me how to conquer
sleep thru fixed sleep posturing. when i put a more
concious position into the sleep membrane, it is
carried thru to the morning upon waking state.
continuation of this will surely bring me closer to
the full concsious state of being my soul craves to
be. we will see... in the morning. also, laying here
wit selenite/quartz combo (no more holding them-
they are charged! remember this now) on my upper
abdomen, a real test of do we really go to our
stomaches when we sleep.? continuation of this
technique combined will surely lead to that very
answer.
this last election was the last duality- write about it!
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while in subconcious awareness realm, 'awoken' to
fingers tapping strangely on top side of rib cage
alignment with ka channel opening in left back-
making vibration adjustments to back from these
taps in the front... very odd. 12:01am jan 9/2010
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8-13 processor kids
0-5 or 6- ET exchange programs kids
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poeple nowdaws r inventing thier own soul
languages wit each other
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The alchemy of the masters moving molecules of
air, we capture by moving particles of iron, so that
the poetry of the ancients will echo into the future.
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dont blow it out, absorb it. it becomes an herbal
tea, preserved from ancient times, an elixir. it then
tunes your body resonance to the earth body
resonance, harmonyze.
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i have found myself now using thoths scales to see
what i wish to have in my life. thoths' scales
would have a feather on one scale, and the
students heart on the other.
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sound toning or making out the 'sounds'/tones for
actions is helping with activities, i.e. feeding
mason.
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drinking water WHILE in
samadhi/trancendental/cosmic conciousness/ ET
contact preserves the frequency of state of being in
the body for stronger breakage of realms, better
communications and signal strength during waking
state(s).
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when we r in the deepest of depression, we r on
the verge of understanding our true divine nature.
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OM SRI DURGAYA NAMAH
(started this mantra on jan 10th 2009, awaiting skull
bone mala to put to use)
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jan. 14th 12:14am 2009
rubbing rib ending area in certain angles activates
capsule conciousness. noticeable dryness of eyes
and audial perception in tin can sound, visual
coning or reality compression activated thru this as
well...
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